January 2012
It gets to a point when you’re lay in bed and you realise how much of a failure right. I can’t even fucking kill myself right. That’s how much of a failure I am.
Honestly I feel like everyone that was ever important to me is leaving me.
“If things were easy to find they wouldn’t be worth finding”
griffindwhore:
Missing friends is the worst, especially when they are the most important person in your life. Wish things were how they used to be!!
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Disjdidnehsuedid
Why am I such a jealous bitch?
And why on earth am I still missing you after how you’ve been treating me. My heart makes no sense and it won’t listen to my head.
Ask me
A. Available:
B. Birthday:
C. Crushing on:
D. Drink you last had:
E. Easiest person to talk to:
F. Favorite song:
G. Grossest memory:
H. Hometown:
I. In love with:
J. Jealous of:
K. Killed someone:
L. Longest friendship:
M. Milkshake flavour:
N. Number of siblings:
O. One wish:
P. Person who you last called:
Q. Question your asked the most:
R. Reason to smile:
S. Song you last sang:
T. Time you wake up:
U. Underwear colour:
V. Violent moment:
W. Worst habit:
X. X-ray you had:
Y. Your last time you cried:
Z. Zodiac sign:
Follow Thomas! I love him to pieces and he follows... →
Today I honestly realised how much I hate myself. I look in the mirror and hate what with such a passion it makes me want to be sick.
Mum: but you are getting better aren't you?
Me: yes (no I'm really not I'm getting worse I'm holding everything in and everyday I feel like I'm going to burst I need someone to talk to but every time I try to talk to someone I freeze up and can't get the words out, I punish myself in a daily basis for being a fat ugly selfish bitch, I hurt everyone around me and cry myself to sleep at night. But yes of course I'm getting better because faking a smile and a laugh makes it look that way)
Was going to write a post about how much I hate it when people don’t text back then reliased I’m doing that to almost everyone that text me today. Oopps
I really wanna find love, but there is always that...
Really want to ring my auntie she’s the only one that understands all this but I’d feel like such a brat not to mention it’s ten to 11 at night.
Fighting all my urges because I know how much damage a new blade will do when im this upset. I don’t want to do that much damage or do I? That was the point of the new blade the other one was blunt it didn’t go deep enough. I wish I could talk to you because so far you’re the best at calming me down at times like these.
Do you remember the day's when you didn't have...
bloodstainedrazors:
loveistheslowestformofsuicide:
Of course I do..
more than anything.
fredikefred:
Edward Cullen: I want to kill you.
Bella: I trust you.
Edward Cullen: I want to kill you.
Normal Person:
Edward Cullen: I want to kill you.
Supernatural Fan:
Edward Cullen: I want to kill you.
Doctor Who fan:
Edward Cullen: I want to ki—
Harry Potter Fan: AVADA KEDAVRA!
Edward Cullen: I want to kill you.
Misfits Fan:
I feel like we’re drifting and it sucks
I miss the days when I looked forward to growing...
